The ladies at the bottom probably have much more rewarding lives and genuine happiness i’ll bet
I’ve dedicated this year to save to go travelling alone….terrified of what might happen in a foreign place…where I know none…and i’m alone and not within reach of support. GUTTED
Exactly!!!!!!!!!!! Mind fuck!
The reality of the diagnosis is only just kicking in after spending 2 sleepless nights finding everything i can about it online. So happy to find the things I could never articulate written down in a way that I can relate to 100% but it’s making me suddenly realise that while I thought I was 80% normal and 20% “different”, it turns out a lot of the things I do/think/believe are because of BPD.
Who the fuck am I ?!?!?!?!?
So so sorry it’s been so long since i posted anything. I’ve had a really really tough year this year and have just been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder after YEARS of trying to get doctors to take me seriously when I said there was something wrong with me. I’ve been in hospital on average once a month since the start of the academic year =( and i’ve been sectioned more times than I can count after numerous failed suicide attempts. But I still managed to complete my degree with a 2.1!! So i’m really proud of myself. And at least now I finally have a diagnosis and can work towards getting myself some help!
Sadly my weight took a bit of a hit and although i managed to stay clear of my starting weight, I did go right back up to 125lbs. But i’m back on the wagon and currently back down to 119lbs =).
Can’t wait to see how you guys have all been doing! =) xx
I’m 5’1” so only little!
Thanks so much. It’s been a long time since I’ve posted on here and I have to admit i fell off the wagon completely. But i’m back on at 119lbs. Thanks for the support =)
…because i’m terrible at it